you know those dumb, tedious but entertaining email surveys that are passed around? and they like to ask whether you've ever been in love?
i haven't.
how do you know when you're in love anyway? WHAT is it like to be in love? i wouldn't know and that's really sad. And it's funny that i even want to fall in love because i noe its painful and yet....it's weird.
the closest ive gotten to is infatuation and mebbe fondness. for the former, its an aching looking at the object of your desire from a FAAR distance, knowing that you'll never have the guts to show them your existence. the latter...it's being used to having the guy and caring well, because he's there.
it's sad.
i haven't loved.
i haven't been loved..mebbe because on my part, i didn't allow it to happen.
how is it that we can want to be in pain? a blissful torment.
*please excuse the sappiness. the x'mas jingles have corrupted my brain*
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