2003 and the next year.

it's been nearly a whole bloody year hasn't it? ah nostalgia galore.

i'll miss the GeekParade with nadya [big, harry potter glasses+buttoned collar+skirt pulled up to the waist],

lit lessons with ms. tham and all the very punny jokes and general crapping.

skipping pe and hiding in the CLEAN loo [wait-i'll probably do this next year as well]

art lessons. digging through the store room for art supplies we never knew existed in the school. having a friendly, beng-ish ah pek as our teacher. him drivng us once in a while to the MRT station.

practicing for the Teacher's Day Concert audition [which we weren't accepted into because it was *cough* too sensual]. whatever, it was fun striking bimbo poses ala Legally Blonde

filling the sky with bubbles before flag-raising. it's really pretty because iwe normally did it at dawn-ish so the sky's really nice and blue or after the school then the bubbles glint in the afternoon sun.

oh yes! the mirror game!
it's FUN. you go out to the corridor [pref after skule when its bloody hot] and u use a mirror to catch the lights and u shine the beam right into ppl's faces and into classes. the beam is BLINDING and it's a very, VERY obvious white light.

CAP. what can i say that would fit the fantastic 5 days i had there? i shall not rant and risk sounding cheesy.

i think ive already managed to sound cheesy and ultimately boring, so i'll shaddup now.

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*ming xuan. cancer can strike at any time, at any age people. listen to ur ma when she nags you abt carcinogenic[?] substances cuz well, it could happen to you and i do NOT want to lose another friend to the big C.
still remember how i received the news that he had you know..gone. every single second. i suppose this IS one day imprinted in my my mind. and the days following it.

we miss you ming xuan.


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RESOLUTIONS:
- shall drink more water.
- shall be more smile-y.
- will be more honest and frank.
- will come up with new excuses to use on why my shirt's tucked out and you can't see my socks [apparently, teachers' visions stop below the ankle].
- will put in effort to be more effiecient
- stop my obsessive tendencies
- be more pro-active.

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..u know, speaking about nostalgia and all that, it makes me think about the times when i used to run up to my dad and hug him when he comes home from work. that was like what? 10 years ago. *sighs*, now it's just a simple 'hi'.

i suppose im just not a very affectionate person.

and auld lang syne and the crap about old aquaintences. geez, what about the friends i lost? the ones who decided to turn against me for no apparent reason. the ones who suddenly changed?
i miss them too. miss having them as a friend. miss the person they ONCE were.

but i know i cant help them. since they dont WANT help. from anybody.





+gah! ive done it again! the sappy pukey nostalgia.