durr...

it is a horrid feeling feeling sad/embarassed for a friend.
i generally like her pretty much, it's just that she's so...transparent. her social butterfly ways and when she try's her fucking dandest to fit in and the thing is, she DOES manage to fit in. but it is also very obvious to others the immense effort she takes to look and act like everybody else. down to the bright coloured OP bag, the cutesy stuff..and the thing i really cant stand? her chinese-ey accent [she's malay btw]. the 'something-something lor..'s and the lilt that she adds.it's already cringe-y enuff hearing it from the CHINESE people, but ACK!

just to fit in. it's so forced and artificial that it has become quite painful.
egad.

i suppose i could tell her but i have a feeling she won't take to it well. in fact, i'm sure she'll react by being a] bitter b]resentful c]childish and she will hate me guts.
she's a real friend i suppose. i don't always like her behaviour but i know she's a friend i can depend on and vice-versa.


ergo, shud i be the one to tell her that she's making a complete arse of herself?