i realized why i got a bit upset when bern said i was bubbly.
you see at school, i'm hardly bubbly. when i'm not crazy, i'm sullen and sarcastic. thinking about it now, when i'm not laughing my arse off- i hardly smile. and you know why?
it's cuz the Bubbly bit was completely covered by my best friend. huh, she's SO bubbly...it's like whatever bubbliness that i have is unneeded and im pretty sure i FORGOT it existed.
that I could be bubbly [!]
huh.
and in a way, i suppose i resented her a bit for being the Bubbly one...cuz general consensus at my school says bubbliness=good=popular and i've always been the odd
one out sort of.
*i'm not sure im making sense here...oh well*
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