Saturday, December 06, 2003

the CAP withdrawal symptoms are still lingering

..drove past NUS a few days ago. talk about nostalgia. haiz, it was really an aching longing to turn into those tree-lined roads and up the familiar path to the CFA. *moans and groans* i wanna do it all over again. it's over.
damn it. its true, we only started being really friends after the writing workshop on tuesday, what with the free magazines and insecure guys. and barely three days later, it was gone. why God, why???????

and now after CAP, the prospect of going back to school has grown more dreary. not to insult the pipol in my skule or whatever but gawd, im bored and sick of it all! the convos that always seem to run on the same thread, the same mentality everywhere. everything's so typical and cheena. i just cant wait to immerse myself back into the environment where half the time,their speaking chinese as i stand around, lost. i simply cant' wait to be hearin the same convos over and over again except in different words. im caught in a static dimension.
damn it. i have now seen greener pastures where i met other cows who are just like me. now i have to go back home to my stupid ol' field. it sucks big time.

can hardly wait

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