it finally happens

yes, it's been confirmed. i have gained weight.
i cant fit into my jeans anymore. ok fine, fine, so this pair of jeans are the ones that i bought waaaay back in sec 1 and used to hang off my butt when hipsters weren't yet in fashion. but it's nice saying "hah, i can fit into my sec 1 jeans" even if its only to myself. darn. oh well, i already knew i wasnt a size 24 a loong time ago. no biggie.

bye bye my extremely washed out, faded, worn out [read: comfortable] pair of jeans.

actually, i'm wearing them now. its just that i cant. zip. them up.
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whee! im going ice-skating this tuesday!

funfunfunfun

this means i'm frantically downloading songs to burn "new" cds to skate with. im bored with all my cds and dont have the financial resources to buy new ones. besides, the one i'm eyeing cost like $50. no way my wallet can ever afford THT.

ice skating!! *hyperventilates* this is how much i love skating. i feel a thrill on the way there and if its been a long time since i've skated, i really have to control myself from running after stepping into the entrance. ok fine, so /mebbe/ sometimes i dont and i DO end up running. so if you ever see a girl running laughing her head off with her friends keeping a nice safe distance away, yep that's me.
heh, when i put on my skates and plug into my discman, the people around me disappear. which is why i'm uncomfortable with inviting not-so-close friends to skate because i KNOW i wont end up spending time with them like i should. i ignore everybody else when i skate.

me and the ice. [ugh, how cliche.]

but true nonetheless. when you're speeding past everbody else, especially when it's crowded and you cut through the bloody groups of people who um, toddle along and when you race, WHOO.
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i found the boots that i saw online at Suntec. man, they look even more kick-ass in real life. *sighs*

they are however $500.

it was at this leather shop. i moaned when i saw the price tag but my friend said that she saw a sign saying the stuff was all 50% off. excited, i went out to see the sign. it was a non-descript A4 paper boldly stating, 50% off on merchandise. then, i read the fine print - except shoes and boots.

the funny [or not] side of this is that 90% of what the shop was selling was you guessed it, shoes and boots.
hello??? augh.

yum, i like the Rainbow Sherbet at suntec. looks like Play-Doh but it's very, very nice.
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i suppose it's true. we madCAPpers have become a clique. kinda expected it too happen tho my idealistic, optimistic side had hoped at the beginning that we would be able to maintain close ties with dailydairy at the same time.

although i wouldn't agree that on the term elitist. we're honestly not. it's just that, we dont really know the people on the other yahoogroup and we dont feel the /need/ to interact with them because we're already close with the madCAPpers. there's no..immediate inclination.

sadly.

it's an automatic response, sub-conscious.
which is why most of us didnt go to the apparently significant CAP alumni meeting yesterday. ost of us ddn noe and the few who did, didn't bother.

sad.
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go download: paranoid; skunk anansie.