don't you just hate days when you think thinngs are all going to turn out fine so you're happyhappy but things don't turn out that way and so you try to pretend that it's still hapyhappy but it's not so you fail horribly and that would make the second failure of the day?

woah. that's a long sentence.

must not be self-indulgent and wallow more in self-pity than i already am in.