I guess what I didn't want to say was that I miss you. Or even more so, what's triggering it.

4:55AM and I'm talking nonsense. I bet you still come here. You're even more nostalgic than me, and it used to annoy me incredibly! Why do you hold on to things so much, I always wanted to say that but never did. I think I know now though. Even then, pre-emptively, you knew how easily things slip away and I suppose you were always aware of the loss. Maybe that's how you saw us, always through the frame of what was. And I always let go, very often and very easily. I thought it was a virtue.

Maybe not, maybe not.







And oh, The Great Spy Experiment's Late Night Request is so much more appropriate, melody-wise at least.